Will this relationship be the one?
I’ve been here before. I’ve been happily paired with another (more than one other, if you must know my whole sordid history).
I’ve been hopeful that this time, this relationship, would be the one for which I could forsake all others.
I’ve thought that, at last, I could commit to monogamy.
It’s happened before, when I’ve felt fulfilled and fascinated by everything about my partner. I’ve been in this place, where all my waking moments are focused on the relationship, on making plans for the future and learning more.
I’ve been infatuated before.
It tends not to last. I’m fickle that way. My eye will start wandering.
I don’t think I’m meant to be a one-craft woman . . . but, for now, I’ve found the passion.